BigFred

I went to my first cancer support group today! It was great! I was one of only two men in a group older women. Everyone said thier name and stated the type of cancer they had. I felt very comfortable. I learned a lot and think I’ll learn a lot more as time goes on. The group lasts for almost two hours. It went by pretty smoothly ’cause everyone shared, and the conversations were all interesting.

We all had different types of cancer and had had it for varying lengths of time. One woman had more than one type of cancer and is going into brain surgery in the morning. I believe I’m going to have a very positive experience in this group. As I sat through the group I felt inspired to go on in spite of my affliction. I wanted to create music and maybe doing some art work. Some drawing. Haven’t done that for a longtime. I’ll just take my time and get to stuff as it comes. There are plenty of music projects I’m behind on. I’ll try to push forward and get to it.

I’ve been feeling pretty good lately, even though I’m still recovering from my knee injury. Like I need something else to recover from. I’ve been eating well and haven’t had any tummy issues. So I’m gonna try and ride this one as long as I can.

I’ve got the best wify in the world. She takes such good care of me and our family. God knew who Freddy needed to make his life complete. There is no one else that could love me like she does. It’s got to be hard to be with someone that’s sick like me with cancer. I don’t always make it easy for her. It’s hard for me to depend so much on someone else. But I’m learning that I can’t do this on my own. The Lord has blessed me with Diana so I can be victorious in this thing. Praise Him! I thank god for our three kids too. They’ve given us no worries as they’ve grown up. We’re so blessed, we are.

Keep the faith, we’ll ray for you , and please pray for us.

Love in His name,

Frederick